Can't decide what to say

I've written three posts so far and deleted them. I'm not sure why I can't stay focused or why I'm displeased with earlier attempts for today's post.

In any case, I feel the need to say something. I haven't been able to actually do any knitting so it would be cool to at least talk about it a little. I didn't knit anything yesterday. I thought about knitting constantly. It was a stressful day and I really thought it would be a nice escape.

Now, here I am, wanting to knit, but not really feeling like I have the time. Also, my mind is reeling, so I'm afraid if I knit I'm going to have to go back and redo it because I'll make silly mistakes.

Maybe part of me is unsettled at the thought of my son starting pre-school. I was painfully shy as a child and all those feelings came rushing back when we visited the school. I have no idea how I made it through pre-school. Fortunately, that time in my life is a blur.

Maybe I just need a nap.